Maggie, he never laid a hand on me. He did everything else but was able to refrain from that. For some reason, every time I have to see him or have an unpleasant dealing with him, it manifests itself in nightmares where he is attacking me. I think because I am in school full-time and have my kids full-time, I haven’t been able to process my emotions and they spill out into my subconscious.